Ag May ...

My Journey It’s been a difficult year for me.   By all appearances, this year should not have been so difficult.   I should have been able handle the curve balls that life had thrown my way.   I mean, I did handle them, but I should have handled them with less angst and more determination, more fortitude, more me.   But I was off.   Something in me was off.   When I find that I cannot manage various circumstances that I find myself in without feeling overwhelmed and victimized, then I know that the problem is with me and not the circumstances. And so, I’ve been searching.   What is wrong?   What is wrong with me?   Why can I not manage myself the way that I used to, regardless of what comes my way.   I felt lost.   I had lost something.   I had lost faith in myself. Now we’re getting somewhere.   So, I lost faith in myself.   How did that happen and why?   How do I get it back? I looked around…   I love my husband; I love my kids; I love my family.   My life is fin